Emotionally messed up, Mentally endangered, Physically hurt and it only gets worse. Time is suppose to heal all wounds but Memories continue to re-open them. Lost in my own chaos while gasping for that last breath Every inch of my heart has turned to death. Trapped in despair and not a single person will care, My heart on the line every time you cross my mind. Afraid of the truth but haunted by the rejection, when all I plead for Is your affection. Someone to hold me when I’m lonely, to take away all the pain that conquers my body. Day and night it’s always on my mind and I’m searching just can’t find. I’m told that you’re just heartache, and you prove them right every time you look her way. Repeatedly I ask, what does she have that I don’t? Besides you of course. Besides the arms I’ve envisioned myself in many times or the lips that won’t ever touch mine. The thing is I love you—more than you or life itself can imagine. I’ve built you up so high on this imaginary pedestal of mine, Meanwhile you bury me lower and lower each day. Is it something I did—or don’t do that keeps me away? Or am I just not good enough… I tell myself to get over it, but I can’t. I just need an explanation, some sort of answer. It drives me crazy because you ignore me, you walk right past me As if I don’t exist anymore and I can’t possibly help but wonder. What I did wrong. How is that of all people, I lost you. The one I’m in love with.