It’s so weird how people change. They say they like you or miss you and want to hang out with you but they don’t mean it. They just say meaningless words. LIES. Everyone is so quick to ask for my help or come to me with their problems BUT no one ever does the same for me. It’s always about them and their wants, needs, and issues. They only use me. You can’t count on anyone these days. In this shit town with these shit people who care only about themselves or smoking, getting drunk, or hooking up. Seriously grow the fuck up. I’m so sick of this. I’m standing on a very thin line, and don’t know how much more I can take.
The sad moment when you realize how alone you actually are. That no one ever messages you on facebook first or texts you first or anything. So it gets to the point where you don't want to put in the effort with people who don't put in any effort for you so you end up spending your life at home, alone, never going anywhere, and noone even notices.
Yeah this is my life. Pretty much cause I care to much and no one gives a shit about me unless they need or want something.
I’m the girl who tries to be nice to everyone then gets taken advantage of. I’m the girl who tries to look pretty and it’s never good enough. I’m the girl who acts like she’s happy then goes home and wishes to be gone. I’m the girl who takes harsh words, act like they’re nothing, then goes home and cries. I’m the girl who tries to get her point across and could never find the right words. I’m the girl who has more depth to her than everyone thinks. I’m the girl who hides from the harsh eyes. I’m the girl who wouldn’t care if you gave me a shitty gift as long as you thought of me. I’m the girl who prays that someone will finally understand. I’m the girl who gets happy over the little things. I’m the girl that people misinterpret.